[P-Lay Ah Boi Is Down And Out!!]

Friday, February 09, 2007

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I have been quite sad for the past few days and i don't even know why!! I am feeling so darn lonely. What is wrong with me? I feel like I may be going through a very serious bout of depression. I feel that the fire within is slowly fading and I sure as hell don't feel the desire to live.

I have everything that a mortal man can ask for!!

Money, Friends, Anitha, Family, JBAC..Everything!! Then why do I feel unwanted?? To tell all of You the truth, I am feeling very lonely. I may seem fierce, psychotic, angry, etc..but I don't know what the fuck I want. Everybody has been telling me that this is part and parcel of life. That's bullshit!! Feel what I feel and then peharps all of You will understand it!!

Will I regain the form of 2005 & 2006 or will I just wander away as another souless creature?? I myself don't know!! I want to stay on and fight but only time will tell!! To all those who read this post, please don't look down on me or anything because I really need help!! Help me!!

Pillay(King Ah Boi)

Labels: Help

*++ Qouted ++*|2:36 AM|

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For All On Journey To The Other Side,
Beware They Who May Have Been Awakened!

Be Careful My Friends,
For I Shall Never Pass This Way At Night

Coz Even I Am Not Immune To Their Cries!!

Qouth The Rayven, Never More

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- About The King -

Name: P-Lay
Age: 21
School: ITE COLLEGE EAST(SIMEI)
Class: UL0504Q

I Love:
Anitha,
Watching Soccer,
Hanging Around With My LQ Hommies,
Doing Camps

LQ Hommies:
Rude Boi, Short Boi, Iron Maiden, Hassan,
Ilah, Ah Sad, Mai, Mar, Shida,
Izyan, Sri, Liza

Best 2:
Azri & Hidayah

If U Aint Down Wif That, I Got 2 Words 4 Ya!!
S*ck It!!

U Guys Rock On!

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