hey pple..its me again..well wat can i say?? i miss all of u alot..i m realli going thru a major crisis!! i wanna do camps again but not when i am like this!! Jeremy, Veron, Eunice, Andrew, Kok Choy, Azri, Mojo, Constance!! i am going mad without u pple in my life..i oso miss my family alot la sia!! anitha?? no need to say!! i need help to get out of this predictement..
Veron, i always look into the skies when i miss u guys!! the prob is i miss all of u even more!! u guys r not oni frens but family as well!! hugs to u sis!!
Eunice, my big sista!! u r always there when i need someone to tok to!! miss u so much!!
Jeremy, my big bro!! one of the few who believed in my ability!! thx alot bro..
Andrew, though u r crazy, u taught me alot of things even if u deny it!! u r a nice guy but u juz dun believe in it da..i luv doing camps for u man!! will be back soon!!
Kok Choy, my menthor!! where have u been?? meet me at least once before u go back to yr studies aite!!
Mojo, I luv u alot!! juz wanna tok to u like last time!!
Azri, Wat can i say bout u da?? the bro tat was never born to my family!! make sure u do well in army n become yr company best!! u can n u will da!! juz missing u like mad!!
Constane, my darling!! hope u're doing good!! missing u like mad as well!!
well, my family has been trying to help me thru this difficult period!!
i juz luv u mummy n daddy!! u guys have always been there since the day i was born!! thx for bearing wif me for the past 21 years!! my brudders as well, u guys are fantastic!!
my K' unlcle's family !! u guys are phenomenal!! taking care of me since i was a baby!! even during my 21st b'dae, u guys treated me like a king!! akka, anna, eeya n arun!! my bros n sistas!! i love u guys as well!! thx for everything!!
Anitha Baby!! i luv u veri much da!! we have always been quarrelling n its always coz of my immaturity to think far ahead da!! juz do wat u feel is ryte aite!! this rameshaa is and will always be with u!! juz take yr time n relak!! but not being able to see and hug u is something tat i cannot acccept even if its for a few days!! MUAX!!
i wan my old life back la sia!! i will fight thru this!! but how long is it gonna last?? i usually blog when i m lonely n now i m really feeling lonely!! GOD pls help me!! Veron used to say have FAITH!! i will n i promise to come out stronger n betta than ever b4!! thx to all who believed in me!! If ever something happens to me, i hope tat u guys will shed a tear or two 4 me!! Thx again!!
GOD BLESS ALL OF U!!
Pillay(Ramesh)
Juz came home from JBAC. Was Eunice's runner together with Azri for NUS High School. It was a very easy camp and the kids duly justified the reasons as to why they are where they are. I was especially attached to 1, 2, 3, 4.....HIGH 5!! You guys simply rocked man!! Well back to my job as a runner. First time, so was abit blur la but Azri guided me along. Haniff also taught us how to do a simple yet effective fire-ball. Thanks to Azri(Hippotamus), I laughed my a$$ off!! Hahahaha!! Even now i can't stop thinking about it man. Neng Hao bought for me BBQ Stingray on the 2nd night. Thank you so much brother!! Basically I am BACK!!
Labels: Come Get Some, If You Want Some
Now down to the main event!! For all those who thinks that you want to have an issue with me, please be game enough to come straight to my face and say it rather then just behaving like a wuss!! I have got my Anitha back and thats all that I need and want!!
School is finishing soon and I just cannot wait!! Woohoo!!
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Labels: Help
I have everything that a mortal man can ask for!!
Money, Friends, Anitha, Family, JBAC..Everything!! Then why do I feel unwanted?? To tell all of You the truth, I am feeling very lonely. I may seem fierce, psychotic, angry, etc..but I don't know what the fuck I want. Everybody has been telling me that this is part and parcel of life. That's bullshit!! Feel what I feel and then peharps all of You will understand it!!
Will I regain the form of 2005 & 2006 or will I just wander away as another souless creature?? I myself don't know!! I want to stay on and fight but only time will tell!! To all those who read this post, please don't look down on me or anything because I really need help!! Help me!!
Labels: My Day (8th Feb 2006)
Came home from JBAC. Was quite happy to be back at my 2nd home. Saw lots of the instructors there but i did not talk alot to any of them except Neng Hao, Melvin, Mojo, Patrick and of course my bit*h Azri. We danced "Para-Para" and I was like WOW!! because I had not seen so many instructors dance before!! After that was talking to Haniff all the way till it was time to go home. Udrena gave me a lift. Thx alot!! That was literally my day!!
Labels: I Am Back
Anyways I am back, so please come visit my blog as I will surely post lots of interesting facts, pictures opinions and etc...
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